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Yesterday was the annual 'end of term' party at my old school and I went there with my old friend Susi. We had sooo much fun and we both got all sentimental.

I met most of my favourite teachers and it was really good to see them again. My German teacher from 12th and 13th grade was very happy to hear about my job and studies, she's also the coordinator of our school-library (I used to be part of the team) and asked for my professional advice :P
And then there was my English teacher, who moved into one of the new houses down the street, my Psychology teacher, who also used to be a friend of my mother, my superawesome Music teacher and some others, too.

At one point we went to buy some pizza and I realized that the girls selling it were part of the class Susi and me used to tutor when we were in 11th grade. We have that system that a group of 11th-graders helps the new 5th-graders with getting to know their way about the school. They even recognized us! They're graduating next year... this is so scary. And I'm feeling old x)

I'll be in Helsinki in a week <3

I'm not sure if today was a good or a bad day...

I cleaned the closet-wardrobe-room (--> formerly known as my mother's bedroom, now it holds my old wardrobe and some closets as well as a rail, all full of clothes, suitcases, bags and othe stuff). I put all of my sister's stuff into one corner, she said she'll clean that tomorrow... we'll see about that.
The room looks okay now, at least my stuff is put away very neatly. I also took the big travel-bag to my room already :)

Hanging all those t-shirts and pants had a very sad side-effect though... I realized I can't fit into half of them anymore. Or well, I can, but it makes me look like shit. In German we call that a 'Presswurst'. It's not pretty. I don't want to complain again, I know it's my own fault for being a lazyass and loving chocolate too much. And it didn't hurt too much during the last few months. But the upcoming Finland-holiday makes me feel insecure again. Which is incredibly stupid.

I have a headache. Again. Third day in a row :/

Halftime! The exam yesterday was ridiculous. I swear, any of you would have been able to pass it. Now I'm scared of the ones coming up next week. IT and marketing are not my strong points. At all. Anyway, I'll get through somehow.

My aunt (the younger one, Andi) called yesterday around six. My sister answered the call and my aunt asked her if she wanted to go out to eat with her. My sister was cooking for her boyfriend, so my aunt asked me. And what kind of student would I be if I said no to free food? :P We had mexican, it was delicious.
We talked about a lot of things, it was light conversation in the beginning. But my aunt and me wouldn't be ourselves if she didn't manage to make me cry at some point. Which is still terribly embarassing in the middle of a restaurant. Especially because she was right about most things she said.
This house is a mess, inside and outside. I need to get my life back on track, I just don't know how yet.

I'm sorry for being so absent during the last few days. I read all your entries and comments, but I don't really have time (or motivation) for commenting. I haven't been feeling too well. And you may interpret that in any way you want.

I have exams coming up. Six of them, within the next two weeks, the first one on Monday. After that I'm done and have ten weeks off.

I went to our city-festival yesterday, although I should have been studying. But I really wanted to go to the medieval market at least once. Sadly, my dress doesn't fit anymore... I didn't know I had gained THAT much weight.
Anyway, it was nice. I met up with Sina and Nina (and her boyfriend), they met friends on the market and I met some of them, too... Meli was there for a few minutes, but then she had to go and work at the main festival... I was still happy to see her <3 I also saw Kaddha again, she was a good friend when we were still at school and we sat next to each other in every religion-class from 5th to 13th grade^^
And then I walked home with Caro and Martina (Caro's mom) whom I've known for at least 15 years. Caro is the same age as my sister. She's getting married on the 30th. I'm amazed. She invited me to come to church, but I'll have to work that day :(

Also, I didn't take a jacket with me and didn't wear any socks in my ballerinas... which was stupid because at some point it just started pouring down and we got wet within seconds. But we saw a double rainbow! <3

Today I had to work... tomorrow will be the same.
I wasn't able to listen to any MCR today because it made me cry. They're playing a gig in Stuttgart today and I can't be there because it's one of those Coke Sound-Up thingies and the tickets can't be bought. I didn't win one. I've been wanting to see them for five years.

So I went to a 'Krimidinner' yesterday. Let me explain this to you. You pay a ridiculous amount of money to get some (at least quite good) food and in between the courses there will be actors staging a play. And in the end everybody has to guess who was the murderer. I didn't pay for it... one part of my 'class' had organized it and I got it as a birthday-gift from Selina, Maren and Diana because they were involved.

Sadly, the organizers were sitting in the far back and I had to share a table with one couple to my right and another couple to my left. Guys, eat the food, not each other! >.<
The girls also reminded me of my sister and her friends.

The play was about an actor who got killed in a car crash. It also featured the statement 'Don't we all want to die in a Porsche?'
Needless to say it made me very uneasy. I fled to the bathroom a few times
It wasn't their fault, they probably didn't even know. Jackass isn't THAT famous anymore. Plus, the play had been selected weeks before.
And yes, I know I'm taking this way too seriously.

( Does this mean I'm a lesbian? )

Dun-dun-duuuuuuuh

It's been a month since I've last been bitten by whatever it was... and five minutes ago I felt a distinct sting on my right shoulder -.-
BUT! This time I managed to catch it with some tape. It does look flea-ish -.- Sadly, I can't take a picture of it, my cam's not good enough.
The fact that it bit me while I was on the couch is a bit calming as that means it wasn't in my bed. Guess I'm back to vacuuming the living-room twice a day.

Ooooh, the itching >.

Oh fucking hell, not again! Now there's another herpes on my lip >.<

Thank god I only have two weeks of uni to go... and then two weeks of exams.

Minttu has been lovely the last few days... my sister's been at her boyfriend's for the last two nights, so I was able to leave my bedroom-door ajar. Minttu cuddled up at my feet and didn't wake me once. She always waits until I get up out of my own accord.

I need a hero.

Theon on facebook:
Huominen keikka peruttu!!! Tomorrow's gig cancelled!!! I'm not allowed nor able to speak/sing for a week :/ On the bright side, now I sound like Harry Potter when he speaks with snakes, how cool is that! :)

*dies laughing* xD
I'm sorry he's struggling with his health and everything, but that status just cracked me up xD

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I'm off to Amsterdam tomorrow! :D
I still need to pack and take a shower...

Well, that was a nice weekend! :)

My birthday on Thursday was quite nice, although I was at university for almost 10 hours. Vero had made some muffins for me and Desiree bought me icecream during lunchbreak, awesomeness! Vero also gave me a pen xD
You know, my sister and me usually don't give presents to each other... but this year she had bought me something. I got a hand mixer. I interpret this as 'Bake some more muffins for me!' xD
Also, we've been getting along quite well during the last few days. No bitching whatsoever since Wednesday. It's nice, but I guess it won't last long.

Hanna came to visit me on Friday and she left again two hours ago :(
But we had a nice weekend. We had coffee and cake yesterday. Hanna, my aunts, my sister, Gergor and his mother. And my grandma was allowed to leave her nursing home for a few hours so she could be with us :D It was really nice, there was no fighting, just happiness and some friendly banter.
And then we went for Greek food in the evening. Mhhhm, Moussaka <3
Hanna and me watched a movie last night. 'Lesbian Vampire Killers'. I haven't seen anything this stupid in a long time xDDD

Today we were being lazy. And we had even more food. I'm really stuffed now.

Things that light up a day full of boring church and paper-writing:
RAINBOWS!

I have no clue why they were there.

One on the 'curtains'


And one on the (dirty <.<) floor