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pikkuinenJust when I thought the herpes was gone I get a new one in exactly the same spot >.<
We had a BBQ at Diana's on Thursday and I also stayed the night. We had food and then watched Ice Age 3 and Tangled (Rapunzel - Neu Verföhnt), lots of fun. Then we played a few rounds of SingStar and I realized I can't pull off Evanescence's Bring me to Life right after I did Cascada's Everytime we touch. No. Air. Duh.
Then we watched The Rocky Horror Picture Show. Everybody fell asleep during the first five minutes, except Diana and me. Tsk. (Banausen >.<)
Leeeeet's do the tiiiime waaaaarp agaaaaaaaaain! *dances*
I had a good time, although my head was close to exploding. Stupid weather. But I realized once again what I've been feeling quite often during the last few months. As much as I like the girls, I just don't fit in. I feel like I don't fit in with anyone anymore. I can't really explain it. It's a feeling of not-belonging, of being different from everyone else. I usually say that being different is a good thing, but this time it doesn't feel right. I need to sort out my head.
I've been working yesterday and now I'm at work again. At least I am working with one of my favourite colleagues this weekend who, surprisingly, is male. He won't be here before two though, so until then I'll do... whatever. Try to not die from boredom or something.
We had a BBQ at Diana's on Thursday and I also stayed the night. We had food and then watched Ice Age 3 and Tangled (Rapunzel - Neu Verföhnt), lots of fun. Then we played a few rounds of SingStar and I realized I can't pull off Evanescence's Bring me to Life right after I did Cascada's Everytime we touch. No. Air. Duh.
Then we watched The Rocky Horror Picture Show. Everybody fell asleep during the first five minutes, except Diana and me. Tsk. (Banausen >.<)
Leeeeet's do the tiiiime waaaaarp agaaaaaaaaain! *dances*
I had a good time, although my head was close to exploding. Stupid weather. But I realized once again what I've been feeling quite often during the last few months. As much as I like the girls, I just don't fit in. I feel like I don't fit in with anyone anymore. I can't really explain it. It's a feeling of not-belonging, of being different from everyone else. I usually say that being different is a good thing, but this time it doesn't feel right. I need to sort out my head.
I've been working yesterday and now I'm at work again. At least I am working with one of my favourite colleagues this weekend who, surprisingly, is male. He won't be here before two though, so until then I'll do... whatever. Try to not die from boredom or something.
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Date: 2011-06-19 10:09 am (UTC)Well, I guess Amy or the girl from Cascada had to take some vocal choaching before they could pull their songs off. Both are very air-y indeed!
Awww, aww, I need to re-watch Rocky Horror Picture Show asap! I watched it when I was a tee nager, so it's really time!
Don't brood too much about the differences between you and the girls. You went to school together, right?
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Date: 2011-06-19 10:19 am (UTC)I loooove the movie <3 First and last time I saw it was ten years ago, so I'm really glad I got to watch it again^^
No, we only just met through university and Bobcatsss. And it's not only them... I get those feelings with everyone at the moment and it's highly disturbing. Maybe I'm just being anti-social for a while, I don't know.
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Date: 2011-06-20 11:53 am (UTC)tsts... nobody should sleep during the Rocky Horror Picture Show...
by the way, there is a RHPS touring through some citys (Frankfurt in August and Stuttgart in September). Maybe we could manage to go there together? :) Since it's not a SE-production it might be affordable.
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Date: 2011-06-20 11:57 am (UTC)